I have been writing these blogs for nearly a year now, and well looking back makes interesting reading. I have been through alsorts of states of mind, and been through lots, quite a bit of which I dont publish on here
The reason I dont publish certain things is due to the fact that they are personal, and also the fact that I am still getting my head round things. This year has overtaken me to a large degree, and yes back in jan I was making lots of plans, and we are in June now. Some of the plans havent happened yet, due to unforeseen circumstances, so it is a case of being patient. I am a dogged determined guy and I do get there in the end, even if it takes longer than planned.
One thing that will not change with the blogs is my criticism of the Government,(whoever is in Power), My opinion of them is they are all public servants. We as citizens are effectively their boss's and to make them work then we need to stand up and give them a hard time. Without us voting them in they would be nothing. The Royal family are as far as I am concerned here for the civic pomp, and to encourage the foreign tourist to come over here and buy tatt spend lots of money in the hope that they glimpse a royal corgi. Ok I live in this country, but I am not a subject of the queen, and as far as I am concerned, she eats and drinks the same as us, and her shit smells as bad as everybody elses.
I am an individual, with my own thoughts, and yes like everyone else I get things wrong, but unlike those in power I dont try to brush it under the carpet, to be shielded by the offical secrets act. No I get on with it, and try and figure my way out. Ok, sometimes I might dig myself deeper but, life is one big test for us all, and challenges are constantly being thrown at us, and yes the challenges will get us down at times.
The challenges do take us to the point of disspear, but we just have to get on with it, do the best we can, and take opportunities when they are put our way. Tell society to bollocks when it tries to keep us in our set place in the scheme of things, stick 2 fingers up to adversity. We are all individuals and capable of so much if we set our minds to it, and set our creativity free. So many of us hold our selves back, myself included. But we need to sometimes do that leap of faith, the faith in ourselves, and not something we are told to worship.
Too often society follows each other like lemmings going to the edge of the cliff, or a field of sheep. infact us humans out-sheep the sheep at times, by the manipulation by media, having them telling us what to think, what to wear. It gets ridiculous when we cant even enjoy an evening in to be brainwashed by the last soap or programme spreading paranoia, when the phone keeps ringing. It is from a call centre somewhere with some underpaid person at the other end, who is on a targeted commission, and this person is there trying to sell us shit we dont really want or need. I just wish they would sod off and leave me alone, we have busy days at work and that is the last thing we need. quite a rant tonight.
On a differant note, as I write this I am watching Glastonbury, which I must admit I do enjoy, I like to see the up and coming bands who havent quite made it yet. apparently it is not on next year due to the olympics, lets hope there are some decent music things happening. I will rant about the olympics another time.
Thanks for reading and TTFN
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