Well the frustrations continue, and it seems to be one step forward ten back, but things are moving, and hopefully by april things will be ok. Thats if the system and the government dont decide that they are going to screw things up and meddle with the industry I know and love. I have already decided who I will be voting for in the next election, and that will be a piece of dogshit on the pavement, as I think it can do a better job of running the country than all of the governments over the last put together, failing that I will vote for an independant candidate, you know the sort who is lucky to get a vote.
As far as I am concerned all of the current politicians, (with the exception of the few who actually do some good for the constituents), are a bunch of self serving failed lawyers. David Cameron has the sort of face you just want to punch, Nick Clegg is a complete sell out, who sold his beliefs down the river to get a taste of power. Milliband is a typical example of the next generation of champagne socialist. Nick Griffin is just a biogotted twat. I still believe that to become electable, all parties have to move to the centre. So If the EDL or BNP were to get in to power, then alot of their policies would go out the window.
I do respect the views of everyone else, and to be honest I do like discussions with people who may not agree with my views, after we are all differant, we are all divine individuals who have something to offer the world, I keep reminding myself of the fact, when something goes wrong or I feel low about myself. I Have lots of things to offer the world but I do lack self confidence, this does hold me back in lots of ways, and as a result alot of opportunities do pass me by, I also get emotionally attached to things, such as my car.
There was a time when I was planning my next part of life, I had plans to start a small coach business, I wanted max of 4 motors and employ drivers who I knew and trusted, I would sit and think about the colour schemes of the coaches, nice dream, however, I looked at the market in Nottingham and found it to be very cut throat, I would have had to found a niche. So what went wrong with the plan.
Well a couple of operators set up who undercut everyone else, making rubbish returns for the operator, The sort of driver I wanted just wasnt their, or already happily employed. Then there was the issues with my then employer, which due to several factors expanded and started to contract, I also learned what can happen with the authorities. So the dream may come true one day, or it may just remain a dream. Our own fate is in our own hands.
We are all differant, but we are constantly dragged by society, through the tabloid newspaers, telling us all what we should think, or magazines telling us all how we should look, we have our place, but what if we dont want to take that place.
I read about a man who got bored with the daily grind of things so he sold the house, and alot of belongings to by an old lorry convert it in to a home and travel round. I think what a brave man, He travelled round europe and when he got fed up with a place he moved on, to earn money he did some odd jobs. The man was no pikey that you see travelling round in a scruffy transit pickup with a caravan on the back. No he was a proper traveller who took pride in his home. I think what a lucky man. Isnt it great to be free to live like that, we all could live like that, but how many are brave to turn their back on society and say I am going my own way.
No society has a way of shunning those who are differant and refuse to follow the main stream. Lets look at it this way, 400 years ago, if you had differant religious views or disagreed with the church, then you were branded a heratic and burned alive at the stake. So we do live in more enlightened times, but we still have to be careful what we write sometimes or what we research in to. There are many theorists on lots of things as well as the wikileaks thing. I do believe that things are kept from us, but If we were to know some of those things then we might get freaked out, but there is no smoke without fire.
It is quest for knowledge, but to gain the bigger picture then it is case of read both sides of the story.
So It has been a thoughtful night, but I am looking within myself to move to the next step in life, so watch this space. anyway take care and I will talk soon. TTFN
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